As we go into 2011, I am going back to things gone by. :-) My term as councilwoman has ended, my family is now settled into their own lives, my husband is busy with his own work, even the little begotten son has started visiting at pre-school... I am pretty much left to do as I please with my time.
I have received the gift of time.
I had been dreaming of this moment! Was it not what I had kept saying to the Universe? To be able to be free to go back to a creative life? To dream in the little house of Summerdays, wake up in the mornings and hug my baby and hubby close. To never worry if everyone is okay..because they already are. To live in the simple joys of a simple life.
But..oh! there is always a but. It was not as easy as I had dreamt. It wasn't like falling off a bicycle and going back on again. It had been so long... that I had forgotten how...
I am older now... along with that comes the jaded pains of experience... and habitual impatience... and high expectations... and nagging hurt...
Time to let go off all that! Bring back the carelessness of youth..the wishing stars and holding hands.. and looking up at the sky, not in frustration, but in wonderment of what is out there.
:-) 2011 here we come. I will be turning 30 on 20th of Jan. And I will dress like it's the 40's. And I will be creative like I was 10. If I keep this up, I will still be dandy when I am 50. LOL.
Peace. Love. Dream.
Top... ukay-ukay P5.00
Pants... ukay-ukay P30.00
Head Kerchief... hand-made from fabric scrap
Make-your-own Havainas flip-flops... bonus from working with Spruce :-)